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I went out with friends Thursday night - I'm still exhausted from it. I don't understand why socializing wears me out so much. By the end of a work day, just the effort of smiling continually is too much.
I wonder why I hate other people so much. I wonder why I judge them so harshly. I wonder why I'm so unhappy despite the fact that I'm so lucky. And I want to be able to talk about it and think it all through without the pressure of talking to an actual person.
So I have this anonymous dreamwidth.
I wonder why I hate other people so much. I wonder why I judge them so harshly. I wonder why I'm so unhappy despite the fact that I'm so lucky. And I want to be able to talk about it and think it all through without the pressure of talking to an actual person.
So I have this anonymous dreamwidth.
